Yesterday, I was sitting here and I looked down and saw it. It was my visitor's badge from the elementary school where two of my children attend school. A visible sign that I was there. It is like a beacon to all to say I did something special today with my children at the heart of it.
I'm a stay-at-home mom so I guess there is always that feeling that I don't do what others do. I don't leave the house for the 9-5 fast paced life like I used to. I recall being considered a professional person. I could package a loan for the secondary market in minutes years ago but now I don't think that I could accurately calculate a loan to debt ratio anymore. And to go out just to go out....oh, I vaguely remember that. Now, a hot night for me consists of staying up till 11pm and my fuzzy pj's of the day. Last night I sported Thumber a la Bambi fame.
It is rare when I do something without my kids in the forefront in some way. I certainly do all the less than glamorous things with them in mind....scrubbing toilets (mostly because they must dance while urinating--I think you get what I mean there), making meals, doing laundry (always endless laundry), whatever other domestic greatness I am mastering on any given day and of course my volunteer work.
I guess what I do is important but sometimes it is just nice to have others see what I do and not feel like I'm "just" a stay-at-home mom. I'm glad that I was able to wear my visitor's badge....my badge of honor for all to see.
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